Bad Day

HAte if any event happen around my house
i m the one 101% guarantee to get scolded by
dad
sis
bro
and
aunt
m i born to be a dog?
get scolded each time their mood bad
although i just do a little bit mistake
do i deserve to be scold like a dog?
no idea
just a photo and end up i get scolded
early in the morning
woke up
fetch my aunt
back home
bath my mom
prepare stuff to pray
do that do this
just a glass of water in my stomach
my sis,bro,sister in law and dad nicely sitting
got time to eat their breakfast
how about me?
i m so so so hungry on the way to my bro in law house
i can't even walk properly
lucky my sister in law clean the house
i got time to sleep finally
din get enough sleep since yesterday
i think my elder sis to nervous or don't know what
wake up so early
around 4
on the light
walk here walk there
kick my leg
step my hand
==
woke up d
after bath my mom
thn my mom pattern come back again
talk talk talk
ask aSK ASK
repeat repeat repeat
my mood damn bad
she keep continue until i shout 'i dunno'
here come his face...
i know he is angry
his heart inside i know what he scolding
useless daughter
useless thn useless la
i m worst than you
what you say
'last time ask ur mom don give birth you better'
WOW
i m happy u say that
i don even wish i were born
i don wish i were here
i don wish i were born in this family
i don wish to be a part of 'Hon'
just wondering why is so unfair
i have this type of father that beats their wife
i have a dad that don't praise their children when their results a good
i have a dad that is old thinking
i have a dad that don't understand me
i have a dad that says bout his daughter bad thing to other ppl
y i so stupid study so hard for wat
so wat i get lot A's
good student in school
i m just a piece of junk in my house
well everything i m happy about today
that my dear give a good impression to my aunt
she say she look kinda good
not like my cousin bf(Joey)
haiz
i m fat
jessy is fat like garfield
i even wish i m a garfield..he got loves and cares from john
argh!want's a new phone so badly after c my cousin
younger than me 4 years using i-phone
form2 only
i want de phone is much more cheaper thn i-phone although i wanted a i-phone
too expensive?
rm80 per month de plan
1k down payment
i-phone?inside my dream
hahah yea i can afford to buy
toy i-phone XD

that all...

songs of the day
'Touch my hand'David Archhuleta
I love u meyer
wo ai ni meyer
when each days passes since the day i met you
5.4.2010
each second
each minutes
each hour
i know you more and more
my love grew more and more towards you
the way you care
the way u make me laugh
the way u hug
i love everything bout u..thx for appearing in my life
i m sorry that i have a bad family
and ur impression in my family not so good
especially my dad and bro(after my dad tells everything to my bro..yea i think my bro don really like u..my dear..)
i m sorry

thing to do in 9days

hmmm..what things to do

1st. Do oreo cheese cake for my dear(wish to cook,but i don't really know how)
2nd. Kiss nicholas till his face turn red
3rd. Eat sushi!!
4th. Go out with Deena,Pin,..lot more to list..scare no time
5th. Take lot lot lot picture with dear
6th. Drive new car go out
7th. Buy stuff for hostel(tak habis habis buy ==)
8th. Buy new doggy if last day i still got extra money(sry dear that doggy too big cannot put inside luagage)
9th. Buy 2 photo frame..1put me and dear another 1 family especially Nicholas
10th. Go Suba house play with her toy poodle
11th. Watch Toy Story 3 with dear
12th. Do a list to bring go hostel(must remember)
13th. Cut my fringe
.........dunno d..........



wishes..
new phone (as usual)
watch Karate Kid(no time)
go jonker walk(no time d)
go back school(scare my teacher chase me)
go melaka wonderland(no 'gang' to go)
GET MY SCHOLARSHIP..but no reply..means failed d..haiz

fun in the morning and afternoon
boring in the evening(dear on way to kl)
so sleepy..yawn
heard a joke yesterday
one day a man,his car broke down by the road side
suddenly a bee fly thou and ask the man
"Sir,what's wrong with ur vehicle?"
the man answer
"There is no fuel left in the tank,therefore i can't starts the engine"
and the bee just flew away
few minutes later the bee came back
but this time he back with his pack of bee friends
all the bee just flew into the man fuel tank
few minutes later,the bee asked the man to starts the engine
well..the engine is funtioning
the man ask the bee..'What did you put inside the tank''
well here's come the joke
know a petrol name BP(British Petrol)
BP=BEE PEE
the bee pee inside the tank...
er..not funny right very lame

love my lappi
love my dear^^

songs of the day
' I wanna be a Billionaire'Travie ft Bruno
lol if i have that money..shoppings...cars...foods..nice cloth..travel around the world..no need fan about money..
wake up jeesy!
is just a dream XD

bye bye^^

Sick Day

hate it
loves to get sick
but hate when my face swollen
heheh
weird ppl right
damn suffer when my face is swollen
have to bath my mom
heheh..guess what i cried when i bath her
er..can say sometime my mom is a little bit over
i seriously wanna rest my head on my pillow
and her pattern come
here not clean
there not clean
shower here longer
there still got shampoo
==
finally
can rest my head
once i got up
my another eye swollen
damn u doctor for giving me voltran
now like stupid ppl
ugly face
cry cause get scared
lol
here my dad pattern come
he dunno the reason y my face swollen
and keep scolding me
say i eat too much fried stuff la,burger la,,,that la,..this la(no wonder i fat d)
scold scold scold
cry inside room till i ZzzzZzz until 1am
woke up..mom call me
bla...normal stuff
until night my dad
no mouth to talk with me
in living room
tell my mom how's was her eye?
lol
i just right in front of u
walao e...
really anti-jess
don worry mr.henry hon
i also anti u
sunday..
woke
clean and clean and clean
mop and mop and mop
until twisted my hand==
wash filter kena another time..
haiz....
whan i sick really want u beside me
but since u r bz with ur life
then just go ahead
my life time partner that can be with me is my tv and laptop 24hours i can use them
well all those sad sad stuff
the most happiest stuff is that suba(my fren) said that her uncel just gave her 1 toy poodle
can't wait to go her house..but little bit scare
cause of terry(german shephard mix labrador)
poodle
poodle
omg..can't get my mind off u
that all

songs of the day
'Morning after dark'Timbaland ft Soshy

3.30am 10June2010

haiz..
hate that
i just being over-sensitive
i m selfish
i m childish
just a few words
and i just couldn't forgive him
how foolish m i?
he forgive me
how come i just can't?
just a little bit moody right now
not because him
is me...
i just wanted to hear his voice a little bit longer
sometime i wish i could hear his voice a little bit longer
but..i still have to end up the call as i know he is tired
sometime just can't sleep after call
make me think about lots stuff
all nonsense stuff
that i couldn't figured it out
hmmmm...
at this time nothing much i can do besides
online chat with some night ghost
looking at our picture
love this picture so much
he really look cool right guys?
love him so much
my love to him is infinity
just like the galaxy outside our world
there is no ending
i need you now
i really wants to hug you so tightly
but i can't
is okay
all i wan now is ur voice
ur soft and calm voice
makes me feels better
hope after this blog it will make me feels better
and let me sleep nicely
and have a big smile for tomorrow

You're better then the best (you really the best in my heart)
I'm lucky just to linger in your light (so lucky to have you)
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow, that's right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me, (no matter where i m..my heart still with u)
Lets me know that it's ok, yeah it's ok
And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Even when you're gone (even when sometime you are busy like last saturday)
Somehow you come along (you will always beside me)
Just like a flower poking the sidewalk crack and just like that
You steal away the rain and just like that

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Don't know how I lived without you (i would die if i lost you)
Cuz everytime that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes (you are my everything in my life)
You make me smile
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

songs of the day
"Smile"By Uncle Kracker

Lonely Saturday

Hate saturday...
lonely saturday
alone in room
with my computer
chatting with unknown in facebook and msn
facing 4walls
on bed
with some music in my head
bored
went out to dataran today with my ah gong
having drinks in starbucks
lol..
2drinks 32bucks
but is worth it
thank to ah gong
for cheering my saturday afternoon
have a heart to heart talk with him
lot thing happen
talk and talk
shoot each other
laugh like the whole starbucks belong to us
until the starbucks boss also laugh at us
asked my friend today at dp
how much is 5800
the best price she can gave is rm890
==
bro scold me..buy for what
you got lot money a?
go pay ur bills la
haiz..my rm200 gone for nothing..can keep that money to buy 5800 in future
nothing to write here...
sorry guys ntg interesting since i m stuck in my home
hate the loneliness
hate the sounds appear in my ear when everything is quiet
hate everything
thought of sleeping
after washing my face and teeth
went to toilet
thn walk out
but..
din realize the floor is wet
and i
slip
and fall
hit my hand
T.T
haiz..stupid night



songs of the day
'nothin on you'B.O.B ft Bruno Mars

29DAYS MORE...lol...

lol
know why 29days?
29days to college life
haiz..so many things i wanted to buy to college but..
hmmm...need new phone but think back got laptop just take the risk lo..
new spec(more nerd de spec will be better)
hmm...since i after f5 life
ntg seen happy around my life
unless my dear beside me
well..at work still ok
met amy(secret recipe's de guy)
aunty jolene(spa professional)
desmond(my second grandpa consider as panda grandpa)
so happy ah gong(Ryan Tan) come back today
but so sad he nv ask me go out yam cha
haiz..
wan cry d...ah gong!!
went out wit helene and dear
talk talk talk
and sorry dear i won't do tat next time..really no next time
lot thing happen around school
which i found that funny
i think
hahahah
Pn.Doris called me
but lucky i change my phone number d..
Fuh..if not sure ask me to buy the charity dinner de ticket
fell my life is like so empty..
no laughter..
last time in school i really happy
chatting wit my dear now
after graduate still go back school
well to me is known as kepo..wanna know what happen around school ma
good student?
hahah one of my teacher is my long long relatives
she told my dad that i was a great student and very responsible student..
very hard to find this type of student(praising myself?hahahha)
LOL
i tell u he don giv a damn also...
hehehe
yea ma..for what wanna give a damn
straight A's student?NO
Top student?NO
tat's y la he don giv a damn
hahahha...suddenly think of puppy when i see Ginger(cla de doggy)
cute face
innocent
wanna hug them
so adorable
so soft the fur(after bath)
o ya..puppy last time my school cafe got puppy
she got poodle
got golden retriver
lot more
and i miss her fried bee hoon wit bull eye egg(yummy)
ntg much to talk
not much fun stuff happen

songs of the day
WHAT YOU WAITING FOR-Miznina(Malaysian singer o) FT Colby O Donis

Sorry guys..for long long time i din update my blog...

LOL..
finish exam
finish work
holidaying
honey mooning
boring in home..haiz
so many story to say
until i forget where to starts
most of all i wan to introduce my dear
Meyer Phang...
Love him so so much..
really care about me so so much
u r the best!
a very very romantic guy
especially
eating baskin robbin ice cream under the moon on the beach..
wow!
and thank him for bringing me go Penang with his friends
1st stop to Seremban to eat porridge
thn 2nd stop to Ipoh for breakfast
thn to Penang..
last stop is to Cameron Highland
i miss my school
i miss cla
i miss deena
i miss pin
i miss ah gong(he work at Genting d)
haiz...
so ma fan wanno go to study
that la
this la
but thank to dear and my sister for helping me
lots lots of things happen
well nicholas had just reach his 1st birthday
but i m a bad aunty until i never give him present
my elder sister gettin married soon
and I?
change nothing much
hahahaha..
normal thing
just met some1 special only
that is him
MUAKX
that all for today

songs for the day
Lady Antebellum-Need You Now